it's been a long, long time...

sorry, i've been really busy.

here's something that'll make it worth while.

100 more honest things about me.

1- i fall in love faster than i drive
2- my life is seemingly ridiculous, but very real... someone knows what that means
3- at heart, i'm a kid who just wants to play.
4- my sister will soon be in remission, and onto radiation.
5- i miss my mom, and i hate that she struggles to allow me to dream.
6- i miss my sister, and its painful to see her so strong, and weak at the same time.
7- i don't tell my mom and sister i love them. enough.
8- I regret that its so hard for me to say that word love, even to family.
9- I wonder if theres anyone else like me out there ?
10- i'm a great boyfriend.
11- i'm a good friend.
12- ...but a horrible best friend.
13- i experience jealousy
14- i'm a better actor then people give me credit for.
15- i'm modest by nature.
16- i have a hard try accepting a compliement.
17- i would marry the girl that asks me to talk about nothing.
18- 18 is my lucky number, and it means more to me than people know.
19- i don't like when people judge me, before giving me a chance.
20- i don't know of anyone who does, but we do it.
21- i have broken my hearts then i'm probably aware of.
22- i've had my heart broken.
23- i've always wanted to play shortstop for the los angeles dodgers.
24- i want to find someone who knows what my schedule is like.
25- jerry maguire makes me cry.
26- while on stage yesterday (10-15) i broke down and started crying. my character requires emotion but i gave it my all.
27- writing another 100 of these, isn't that easy.
28- i'm addicted to the spill canvas cd.
29- self conclusion is an amazing song, and i dare you to prove me wrong.
30- i have never cheated on a gf.
31- i would never cheat on any girl.
32- my mom sent me an email the other day that brightened my day.
33- in the email she wrote " i'm proud of the man you've become"
34- sometimes an email can mean the world to someone,it did for me.
35- i have a photo of my mom, sis, and i that i look at all the time.
36- i've never been a fan of the beach, but recently i've wanted to escape to it.
37- i still have a fear of drowning... and i've realzied its not just in water.
38- i want to be remembered as someone important.
39- i don't think i want the responsiblity.
40- i need them though, or its meaningless.
41- i have intimate eyes, that i want someone else to recognize.
42- i'm such a hopeless romantic, that i want to see others happy.
43- i've had a long running joke, that if you can't take a girl to dennys, you cant take her home.
44- i tried it once, but she wouldnt go.
45- we never went out again.
46- i read my horoscope hoping it will make no sense at all.
47- everytime i read it, it does make sense. perfect sense.
48- i save everything of value.
49- meaningful value, not money.
50- i want my ride pimped by xzibit.
51- i want people to tell me i was in their dream.
52- i want to coach little league when i'm an adult.
53- i want to recieve a card that says worlds greatest dad, and for my family to mean it.
54- yes i know, i have a few years before i get anywhere close to that.
55- i'm very picky about who i date.
56- i don't have sex because i choose not to.
57- just because i'm a virgin, doesn't mean i'm dead.
58- if the above doesn't make sense, think a little bit harder.
59- no pun intended.
60- ambition is something i sweat.
61- i bleed pride.
62- i bite my lip all the time.
63- i use to speak before thinking.
64- after removing my foot from my mouth, i've changed that.
65- i hate olives.
66- i hate tomatoes.
67- i love brock-o-lee.
68- i've started a gang.
69- i've adapted this gang into a play.
70- the play is entitled, "scooters"
71- we're a good gang though, we save people.
72- we're kinda like crime fighters on scooters.
73- i would give $3.75 to be in a band again.
74- i've started writing acoustic music again.
75- it makes me smile knowning i'm being creative.
76- i could never have a practical career.
77- everyday i'm thankful, that i'm doing something i love. perform, theatre.
78- i'm more than thankful, i'm fortunate.
79- i miss the people i met in missouri.
80- the movie unbreakable is amazing.
81- i love based on a true story movies.
82- those are: Rudy, remember the titans, flicks like that.
83- the cartoon american dad, is too much of a knock off from family guy.
84- i play guitar when i'm down.
85- others tell me i'm something special, and i disagree.
86- i love the lyrics of fall out boy.
87- i buy cd's when i don't even have the money to buy food.
88- i value music as if it's the holy grail.
89- if it wasn't for music, it'd have gone crazy.
90- sarcasm is a gift, not something you learn.
91-i can't believe i'm almost done with another 100 things. i'm proud.
92- my dad has starting listening to death cab for cutie. i haven't decided if thats a good thing or not.
93- i'm so confident, that i think it sometimes pushes people away.
94- josh and tyler are family to me.
95- josh is the brother i've always wanted. tyler is the little sister i can protect.
96- i hang out with people older than me. not sure why, but i think it's got something to do with my being bald.
97- i don't spell check often, because i type what means something to me.
98- i want to be ok with my physicallity.
99-my next tattoo will say "always afraid but never emabarssed"
100- if you know nothing about me, know this. all you have to do is ask. .. so, when are you going to ask me ?
101- there. that's me.